My very first mothers day was an anticipation I couldn’t even control. I was so excited to be celebrated for being the one who brought this little boy into the world and out hearts. All I wanted was a day filled of love, laughter and joy, but all I received was disappointment and an yearning for the day “just to be over’. Now with fathers day fast approaching, is it sort of ironic how perfect I want it to go for His first fathers day? But he already is perfect.. Hmmm..